I am going to see him the morns night, I'm hoping to see an improvement, apparently 3 days ago he made a further change and is more alert, has a spark back in his eyes.
Yesterday was lovely, I was kinda dreading it mainly because both Sadie and I have the cold and the weather was nasty. It was however really braw to see everyone, some new faces and some old. Archie drew on Alfie's balloon some kisses, cuddles and licks - then spent the rest of the day wondering how we could get the strawberries up to Alfie as he might be hungry. I want to write something heartfelt and beautiful - however, I am no Bronte/Byatt so suffice to say, I thought of my eldest boy and what would have, could have been with a heart filled with love, love for his wee brother and sister for without him they wouldn't be! For that my wee man, I thank you for making mummy happy everyday. XXX
|All the yellow balloons represent the babies who died in Fife this year.|